confusion

can not really understand what God is trying to do with me right now.

why am i scared of staying? why am i scared of going back? what the heck? why do i want to stay? why do i want to go back?

my list of pros and cons for both has not helped me.

if you read this, will you please pray that i get some CLEAR guidance? also that once i have that guidance that i will not be fearful of what it will require to make it happen?

thats what is going on right now. wish i had some answers.....