la suisse

here we are, most of the leaders, however missing roselie and kiki. they stayed behind with the injured young'ens. this was right in front of one of the many BEAUtiful waterfallls. this group was excellent. we had/have a great team :)

back from camp

hi ya'll! well we are back from camp. its been a week. can you believe it?!?! we had a splendid time. i just got the DVD of almost all the photos from several cameras. ill be taking some time upload them on my picasa website. that will take quite some time as there are about 2500 photos or so. yeah! tell me about it.

today is a typical day in belgium. rainy and gloomy. as i was looking through the pics i became a little bummed. more than usual. i know that ive gained a lot of weight being here in belgium, but man...I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE! i feel completely stuck. i wish you really knew how i feel. on days like these (almost everyday) all i want to do is stay in my room and work or sleep. that is what i do. i dont have the motivation or energy to go work out or do anything. nor do i have the funds, but you have to have the will first.

anyway if you are reading this, please pray for me. id like to "get back to normal." to a point where i can appreciate myself and not feel that i have to hide myself all the time.

stories and pics to come later......

thanks for reading and not being critical of me when im being vulnerable. hugs all around wishing for some sun!